My official sabadical!

Lately I have been thinking about this whole dating scene... Lame i know, but thats what you get for letting yourself think when your alone at night. I've been thinking that I should take a leave of absence from the scene for a bit while I get my act together. I know im not a horrible person or anything and I know I have not totally fallen from grace I just dont want someone to fall for the person I am right now. This person I have become is not the person I thought I would be at this point in my life. Last night at institute I realized that I'm not putting the one thing first in my life that is the most important, My Heavenly Father and my relationship with him. How can I be someone's perfect person when I dont know where i stand with Heavenly Father? This question has been on my mind for a long time and it time that I give in to it and actually figure it out. I dont think i have ever let myself fall so far from Him in my life before now and its time that I pull myself out of this hole that I have dug for myself. For the first time in my life I know that it was all because of me that my life fell apart not because of someone else and now I have to put the pieces back together.
So here is my sabadical notice! I am officially gonna work on MY life and no one should have to wait for me to get my act together.

The Rockstar

For the longest time I have wanted to take guitar lessons. About 5 weeks ago a server at the Roof mentioned that he wanted to start teaching guitar again. Well you probably can guess that I jumped at the chance to take lessons. I needed to buy a guitar and I found one that I love for a really great price. It is a Lucero Classical Guitar and I absolutely love the sound, at least I like the sound more than a regular acoustic guitar. I have now been taking lessons for the last three weeks and I love it. It is a great way to get my mind off of everything going on in my life that I can’t control…. It’s a great feeling. Last week Stephen, my guitar teacher, told me all of his students are going to do a Christmas recital…. Kind of freaked me out but it’s going to be a so awesome because by then I will have serious guitar skills you just see... Anyways I will keep everyone posted UNTIL then. Chao